Saturday 21 February 2009

For those who think I have no life except study - here's the rest of it

http://syleth.livejournal.com/

Week 4 - yikes!

Being in India is not conducive to studying - purely because there are so many things to do ....
I didn't quite do all the prep I had planned (as in - I did nothing), so my bag has had to be weighted down with OU stuff. Thankfully, all my notes are on the wiki, and all the course materials are available on PDF, so working remotely isn't too bad. The only thing I wasn't able to take was the other laptop, on which I can actually instal some of the freeware for the diagramming etc. On the other hand, if I had, I would probably have distracted myself the entire time....

M359
Have finished Block1Section4 (took MUCH longer than expected) and hope to finish Section5 today. Still loving PBWiki. Must remember to copy PDF of TMA1 to laptop for plane.

T306
Oh. My. God. It's. Very. Frigging. Hard.
I studied about 10 hours yesterday and managed a grand total of 50 pages from section 3. 50 pages is not a lot, especially when you add in that I also spent about 2 hours on this on the plane on the way over. What's stymying (sp?) me is that this is WAY out of my comfort zone for studying -Ethics, epistomology, sentences like "human beings exist only in language". Sure, I'd probably read this for pleasure (or I would have done, back in the day when work didn't monopolise all my thinking energy) but having to read and understand it, in order to be able to discuss it later is another thing entirely.

The only saving grace is that I know this is going to be the hardest course for me - everything else I have left for the degree is at least semi-technical. And, having M359 to distract me when the going gets too tough is a good thing. But yesterday was pretty grim....

Also, I've made the decision to stop using the eternalugrad.livejournal account and just put my learning journal notes in PBWiki. Too many things to be switching between!

Also, read the Project guide again. I am NOT looking forward to that - unless I can pick something within my workplace (although not something on my direct task list) it's going to be a nightmare

This week I need to
  • Finish B1S5 of M359 (slipping behind here)
  • Complete B2S1 of M359.
  • Roughly fill in the rest of M359 TMA1
  • Do some notes on T306 Block1Part3Sections3 (I gave up last night)
  • Put together the structure of T306 TMA1 Q1
  • Complete T306 Block1Part3

Next week I need to
  • Do up the diagrams for M359 TMA1
  • Get husband to show me how to use the calendar bit of my iPhone.
  • Random more study
  • Learn to be a bit more realistic about how much I can study in one go!

Monday 9 February 2009

Week 2.5 - What happened Week 1

Overall.
After a bit of a wavery few weeks, I'm back on track I think!
Week 1 went badly as I work overcame me, and I did far too little at the weekend (my plans to study during my home visit were a bit optimistic - although I did a bit on the plane - note to self - in future, don't bring a good book - it's too tempting!)
Week 2 was even worse - no study during the week at all - :0   
However, I've redeemed myself this weekend (two full days of studying) and so I can show my face at this blog!

M359
Wow. Block1Section3 just would not end! I felt like I was studying it for an eternity! However, it was much longer than the previous two sections, and section 4 is only about 20 pages... 

I took lots of notes in pbwiki, and feel that they are quite useful - I did a bit of revision as I tried to mow back into B1S3, and the notes almost made sense. I'm still getting to grips with the format.

Out of sheer tedium, I had a look at the TMAs (Tutor Marked Assessment - a significant part of my course). I'm thinking of developing my answers for these on the wiki too and just copying them into a word doc when I need to send them. The reasoning behind this is that I was constantly confused last year as I moved from computer to computer, emailing my work-in-progress with me as I went. Let's just try this mechanism for the moment.

Anyway, I outlined the first two questions and wasn't horrified by the third. *Shrug* lets see.

T306
*drumroll* I started! And, in fact, I did quite a lot. I've technically finished Block 1, Sections 1 and 2. Supreme effort required there. Section 2 was the full gauntlet of diagramming for systems - the dreaded rich picture, the too-flexible systems map, the confusing influence diagram, the manageable multiple-cause-diagram, the clear-thinking-inciting sign graph and the it's-all-fallen-apart-again control-model diagram. 

I'm so chuffed that I did all the bits, plodded through all the tutorials and took some notes (although I wouldn't say consistently).  I'm no saint, though - some of those sections where it read "now, review your diagram in light of this new information and redraw it if necessary" ... well, that's really pushing it, isn't it.

On top of all this, I've gotten into the forums too - the official one and the Systems Place forum, which is "off-campus". Lots of nice people to talk to. On top of that, I actually feel like I understand what they're talking about - so long as I keep up with the work, I should be fine.

In the forums, one of the guys recommended some openSource software for diagram drawing - I'm hoping to install it this week, and try it out - my handdrawing was the bane of my diagramming life last year - I revert to an ink stained and smudged child of 8, brandishing a grubby, dog-eared A4, showing signs of aggressive rubbing-out.

Also managed to take a look at TMA1 for T306 - requires me to hand in my diagramming, which should drive me to play with the software. That'll be nice.

Planning
Looking over my calendar for the next few weeks
Week 2 ends with me on a weekend away with husband - need to do LOTS before I go
Week 3 - I travel to India for work - I might get lots done on the plane, but then again, I mightn't. I'm there for a weekend as well, so as long as I can apply myself, it could be a good opportunity to get lots done. The risk is that work/beingInIndia will take over
Week 4 - Still in India, although I'm in Bangalore, and staying in a hotel miles from anything else. I need to set myself some pretty good deadlines to complete before the weekend, cos I'll be doing little other than sleeping and going out when I come back
Week 5 - feels like it's going to be a catch-up-on-uk-life kinda weekend. I think I'm free at the weekend, but I suspect that's just cos I've fogotton what I need to do
Week 6 - Perhaps lots of study. Tutorial! and Wedding!
Week 7 - Probably ending in a trip home - no study for me then
Week 8 - Starts with all my anniversaries... sadly, I think this means very little work done. Weekend might be free though.
Week 9 - Quiet one?
Week 10 - Quiet-but preparing for holidays away, so work will be manic? Easter weekend at the end - good chance for me to study
Week 11, 12, 13 - possibly starting with a few days off to study, followed by Bahrain trip - 2 weeks. God, I don't know how I'm going to manage this at all.
Week 14 - post Bahrain madness
Week 15, 16, 17 - Off again to India (same as 3,4,5 above).
Week 19 - Malaga for the wedding. Aha ahahahahah (hysterical laughter).

Anyway, so if you think I'm ahead of myself, you can see that I'm really just preparing myself for a few months of disruption.

This week I need to
  • Finish B1S4, B1S5 of M359 (so I can take B2 with me to India next week)
  • Do another 20 pages of T306 (I have a lot of study time available to me during the week, I think)
  • Structure question 1 of T306 TMA1
  • Get husband to show me how I can see the milestones on my iPhone! (how sad am I!)
  • Install Dia on the other laptop and get it working
This week I'd like to
  • Reread the notes from B1
  • Either tidy up my answers to Q1 and 2 on M359 OR attempt something on Q3
  • Complete question 1 of T306 TMA1 
  • Reread the bit on projects